My heart still aches with sadness, secret tears still flow. Just how much i miss you, no-one will ever know. When im sad and lonely, and sometimes things go wrong. I seem to hear you whisper, "cheer up and carry on". Each time i look at your photo, you seem to smile and say, "dont cry im only sleeping. We'll meet again some day" Mark, these past 4 months have rushed past as a blur, i still cant believe you are gone. You never are and never will be far from my thoughts. I miss you. All my love. Lisa. xxx